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Thursday, 20 August 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    小寫

    三年級的生活一下子就來到 我不期然有緊張的心情。

    不要笑 真的有點兒不安。不安 源於它的 "突然"。 頁上的仍是二年級的心情小寫 功課 及課堂 一下就要把生活帶到另一頁上 變了 就這樣一下子就變了。

     快ocamp 快上學 快自我練習 快練跑 快去胖 快自閉 不同的是今年多了hall life 但朋友走了 有的畢業有的出國有的脫網 幸好籃球還能把我和朋友拉上 請多練習 面對三年級的目標, 還是盡力就好吧 把自己迫得太緊 其實也只是一個空 而人生的意義是絕對重要, 但......願我能好好捉緊這點。

    學會放下 學會放鬆 學會無所謂 學會忍受 今年的目標就這樣定下吧。易嗎? 很難呢。

    作為社會學的學生 我仍不感心政治 慣常的只是加把咀 沒有參與過社會運動 沒有深入了解課程 已兩年了 我在幹什麼?

    工作忙 不是藉口 6天課堂 加 2天工作

    上學忙 也不是藉口 每次也是早堂加18學分 媽的 我住屯門喲!

    但上莊又怎樣? 忙? 不算? 很閒? 也不算吧。 仍記得當日在理工大學放棄了兩次上莊的機會, 在浸會卻上了。 完了所有的事情? 仍未, 仍有監察會的工作。 但願自己能夠做好 , 請監察會的同工好好包容。

    大學5件事想被掛在口邊,但我總要想一段時間才能把它們勾出來。今日,我想重溫多次,再來個自我評估。

    第一,上莊。不是稱職的外務。

    第二,拍拖。難以自我評估。

    第三,住hall。未能評估。

    第四,...應該係過3? 起步有嚴重問題 難以追上。

    第五,...真係唔記得。有無朋友可以提下我?

     

    所謂的5件事 有多少人做足? 有無人真係有計劃完成? 媽的 請不要弄笑我。

     

    每年也來個學前小寫 今年也超標完成。祝自己生活愉快。

Monday, 20 July 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    Orientation week ( World of coca cola, Acqurarium, Memorial of Martin Lurther King, Outlet, Stonemontain, China town, CNN )

    Holiday ( Little Five point, Zoo, history center, high museum, atlanta station, philas plaza, lenox square, dunwoody, olympic park, Hard rock cafe, south city kitchen, Six flags, stone crest, doravelle, virginar highland, churches, daneil's home, asian sqaure, houston, rosewell, predimont park, mid town, windfall festival, buckhead...)

     

    Um, anything else? anything left?

     

     

Saturday, 18 July 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    Last week in Atlanta didn't give me much feeling, except for dining with Miriam.

    No doubt! She is our dearest in WTC and even Atlanta.

    Wihtout her, oh my god, i cannot believe what we will be...

     

    Another boring day is full of  bad feelinggg~

     

    Comeon ! Miami is waiting for us. Please stop my bad mood.

     

    Miss HK, Miss family, Miss guitar, Miss friend, Miss food..

     

    I do enjoy every moment with true people, but no more DIRTY MOUTH please.

     

    After some issues, I have to think more myself, and others.

    In fact, something happens again and gives insight.

    Anyway, I don't want to act like some people. It may be good in networking, but to me, i hate it.

     

    Too straightforward is not a good thing again ~

    Whatever, I am I and I am ME. Don't think everything being caused by me only.
    Anyway, just kick me out ,. maybe already for a long time.

     

    1 year left. What can and should I do? Any goal? New start ? or continue?

    What is the purpose of internship ? Any gain?

     

    Too many questions...in life. I love to think it, face it and change it.

     

    Life is banal? noway!

Saturday, 11 July 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    From the first day to now, I can say I learn much from different aspects, except for working.

     

    First, living with others in a long time is not an easy task for me. Without doubt, I understand i am not stable in emotion and good at communication. Thus, I need time to rest. And, different life style and background makes me feel sick of staying with a group of people. But, I know it's not good to live like this way. LYK-lisation is not a one way process, all of my behaviors are affected and given by the milleu. Anyway, I learn much on getting along with people in these days. Reflection and thus change in internal and external are always my saying and doing.

     

    Second, activities in US have given me some ides why Hong Kong is still one of the best cities. My home, Hong Kong, although it's small and full of despression, I love and enjoy living there. The most important is the high convenience on eating, transportation... A lot of things attract me and others to stay. From different museum, parks and six flags, I understand Hong Kong needs to act on keeping, instead of sole recreation for business. But Atlanta is going this way to sacrifice the old to get the new. But fortunately, it keeps histroic district and buildings. They know it's one of their treasure on educating the new generation.

     

    Third, I had bad experience in ASIAN SQUARE in DORAVELLE. I strongly feel discrimination by asian people instead of western people. MTF. I expect love shared among asian. But, it's NOT TRUE. Maybe, the dirty trick is due to our identity that we are not members of the community. Race discrimination is just one of the truth, the competition and discrimination can occur among groups.

     

    Many things is coming? I expect in after-trip.

Monday, 06 July 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    We have been in Atlanta over 1 month. Actually, we just feel excited of shopping, six flags...

    And is there any better thing? I miss home and food.

     

    After crazy sale , my spending is over and over more ahaa~~

Friday, 19 June 2009

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    It;s too late for me to live in a foreign country. And the period is too short.

    Socialization is not easy to occur on me who get used to spending time with fds speaking in Chinese. And I depend on them much.

     

    I hate unexpectectation. It's really rude.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    have not typed xanga for a long long time again.

    After more than a week, we ( ronda, and I ) seem to have got used to the atmosphere and location in Atlanta.

    Our daily routine is breakfast, work, hea, excellent lunch, leave, back to inn, dinner, gym/swimming, sleep.

    In the previous weekend, Ronda, YO, Alvin and I tried to visit some places near Lenox.

    FInally, we have visited to little five point, rosewell. They are great.

    And we had dinner in Hard rock Cafe at peachtree center. Actually , it's not good at all. High price with low quality, under expectation. And the atmosphere of there was not nice as I thought. No second time.

     

    And we had much better dinner/lunch/tea in Rosewell. The mexican food was nice and much cheaper.

    Unfortunately, Yo and I couldn't attend to the show of St.Vincent. MTF.

    And poor Ronda is restricted to go many places...!

     

    God Bless Us.

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    yeah.

    PUTO1010 Elementary Putonghua Course 0.00       S

     

     

    !!!!!!!!!!!!I love my Miss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE PTHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

  • Posted by FY_Pan

    First day of working in WTC.

     

    In fact, Ronda and I don't have much expectation...

    And it's true while we worked here in the first beginning. The job duty seems....

    but the most attrative benefit for the staff is the lunch...!!it's really great in taste.

     

    Because of the lunch, we love this job.

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